It dawn on me the need for human beings to have a outlet to dump all our emotional thrash. People who tend to bottle things up seems to be leading more mundane life, making themselves comfortable with just mediocrity.

Now, I simply cant live with mediocrity.
I strongly believe that God called us into excellence.

Many a times, when we are faced with a major setback in life,
we tend to look to somebody we respect for advice.
Or like some other people, simply running away or ignoring it’s existence.

Today something bad happened during work.
Fiann was msn-ing with me.
She said tiffany had approached her and ask her(fiann) to join her clan.

Cut the story short, i got very agitated/upset.
At tiffany for being so unethnical,
and blaming myself for not being able to come out with a feasible solution.

My human instinct tells me the next wise thing to do is seek God.
I started to bible-hop(didnt get anywhere),
mind still recovering from the aftershock.

A thought came to me, asking me to follow the church’s bible-reading plan.
So, i went to check it out.

I flipped to the passage luke18.
The chapter started with Jesus telling a parable of a persistent widow.

Luke 18: 6-8 (http://www.biblegateway.com/)

And the Lord said, “Listen to what the unjust judge says. And will not God bring about justice for his chosen ones, who cry out to him day and night? Will he keep putting them off? I tell you, he will see that they get justice, and quickly.

I couldnt stop tearing after reading the passage.
I felt God’s presence so strong and tangible,
that i could do nothing but worship.

God didnt remove the problem, neither did He solve the problem(yet).
He merely lead me to a passage, for my reading purposes.
However, deep down, on the inside of me, I know God is with me.
He cares about what i do and wants a say it everything i do.

That, is more than enough for me.